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Chapter 4 - The Inventory of 414 ElmThe eviction of Bernice Croft was not carried out by men with badges.

It was carried out by four church women from the First Presbyterian Outreach Committee, two men named Billy and Ray who worked the lathe at Warren’s shop, and a twenty-six-foot yellow rental van that smelled of diesel and old quilts.

It was the third Saturday of the thirty-day window.

The morning was cool, with a thin, salt mist blowing in off the river that made the asphalt on Elm Street look like greased slate. By eight o'clock, the curb was lined with four matching plastic laundry baskets filled with Bernice’s knit cardigans, six boxes of church hymnals and decorative porcelain plates, and her cherrywood vanity with the three-panel mirror.

Bernice did not sit on the porch.

She sat in the front seat of a beige Buick LeSabre that belonged to her third cousin, an eighty-year-old retired schoolteacher from Waycross named Martha. The engine of the LeSabre was running, the exhaust puffing white against the privet hedge, and Bernice sat behind the tinted glass with her pocketbook on her knees, staring straight through the windshield at the oak tree across the street.

She had not spoken to me since Wednesday.

When I had arrived at seven with the boxes and the packing tape, she had simply gathered her three coats, her Bible, and her small leather jewelry case, walked out the front door without turning the lock, and climbed into Martha’s passenger seat.

She had left the silver tea service on the kitchen table.

She had left our father’s portrait on the wall above the fireplace.

And on the hearth, she had left a neat, rectangular pile of white ashes—the remains of five years of family letters, my father’s naval discharge papers, and every single photograph of me taken between the ages of six and twenty-four.

"She burned them," Genevieve said, standing in the doorway of the drawing room with a roll of bubble wrap under her arm.

Genevieve had come at six-thirty in her vintage station wagon, bringing three dozen warm cinnamon rolls from my shop and a thermos of coffee that was eighty percent chicory and twenty percent spite.

"She burned what she couldn't carry," I said, kneeling before the fireplace with a small steel dustpan.

"Leave it, Elaine," Genevieve commanded, her voice sharp with that dry, West Texas authority that had made her boutique the only place in Savannah where women didn't dare complain about the alterations. "Don't you sweep that. Let the next people have the ash."

"There are no 'next people,' Genevieve," I said, sliding the metal edge under the gray crust. "I'm not selling this house."

Genevieve stopped unrolling the bubble wrap. The plastic bubbles gave a series of small, rhythmic pops under her thumbs. "You're keeping it?"

"I’m renting it," I said. "To the Coastal Women’s Shelter. For one dollar a year."

Genevieve stared at me. Her jaw, normally set in a line of permanent skepticism, dropped three inches. "You spent three hundred thousand dollars of your own blood to buy this place back from the banks, and you're giving it to the shelter?"

"I'm not giving it to them," I said, dumping the ashes into an empty lard tin. "I'm leasing it to them. The shelter’s transitional facility on Montgomery was condemned two months ago because the wiring was fifty years out of code. They have twelve women with small children who are currently sleeping on cots in the basement of the Baptist church."

I stood up, set the tin on the hearth, and wiped my fingers on my denim apron.

"My mother lived in this house for forty-two years," I said. "And for forty-two years, she used every square foot of it to convince three people that they were either better than everyone else or not good enough to live. I want children to run up these stairs who don't have to apologize for their shoes. I want women to sit at that kitchen table who know that when a man screams at them, they have the legal right to shut the door."

Genevieve looked around the empty drawing room.

The wallpaper—a heavy, pale green damask that Bernice had chosen because it looked like an antebellum parlor in Natchez—was marked with light rectangles where Gordon Croft’s certificates and Sterling’s diplomas had hung for thirty years. On the floor, the deep indentations from the mahogany sideboard remained pressed into the grain of the pine boards like the footprints of an extinct animal.

"Bernice will die," Genevieve said, but there was a sharp, wicked gleam in her eye. "She will literally turn to salt in Martha's guest room in Waycross."

"Bernice will live to be ninety-five," I said. "She will spend the next twenty years telling the Presbyterians in Ware County that she gave her historic Savannah residence to a charity for fallen women because her daughter lacked the Christian charity to maintain it."

"And Sterling?"

I pulled a legal notice from my pocket.

"The plea hearing is next Thursday," I said. "Arthur Vance agreed to recommend three years of intensive probation and full restitution if Sterling surrenders his commercial broker's license and enters a twelve-step residential facility in Glynn County for twelve months."

"Did he take it?"

"He didn't have a choice," I said. "The public defender told him that if they went to trial in Chatham County with Arthur Vance and Sarah Chen on the witness stand, the jury would reach a verdict before the lunch hour. He signed the agreement yesterday afternoon."

From the street came the dry, double honk of the Buick LeSabre’s horn.

I walked to the front window and pulled back the lace curtain.

Martha was backing the car out of the driveway, the tires crunching over the gravel. In the passenger seat, Bernice’s silhouette was completely still, the high brim of her navy church hat dark against the white sky. She did not look at the house. She did not look at the yellow van.

She kept her eyes fixed on the center line of Elm Street as the car turned south toward the highway, carrying her four baskets of sweaters and her silver hand mirror toward the pine woods of south Georgia.

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"That's that," Genevieve whispered, coming up behind me and resting her hand on my shoulder.

"No," I said, letting the curtain fall back against the glass. "That was that twenty years ago. We just took our time noticing the funeral was over."

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