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Chapter 5 - The Master Baker’s LedgerThe renovation of the bakery kitchen on Broughton Street had been scheduled for three years, but every time I had saved the twelve thousand dollars necessary to replace the commercial deck ovens, an emergency had occurred: Sterling’s insurance premium, Bernice’s property taxes, the deductible on the car Sterling had dropped into a drainage ditch on Tybee Island.

On the second Monday of June, the new Hobart six-pan revolving oven arrived on a lowboy trailer from Atlanta.

Warren was there with two of his mechanics, four heavy crowbars, and three floor jacks.

The shop smelled of fresh sourdough, roasted pecans, and the sharp, hot smell of cutting oil as Warren drilled the anchor plates into the concrete floor behind the proofing cabinets.

I sat at the small zinc table in the corner that served as my office, checking the morning delivery manifests against the flour prices from the mill in Augusta.

Beside my elbow lay my new ledger—a thick, ledger-ruled volume bound in green buckram with my name stamped in gold foil on the spine: E. CALLAHAN, PROPRIETOR.

"She's level within a sixteenth," Warren called out from the back of the oven, his head inside the combustion chamber where the gas jets were set. "You want to light the pilot now or wait for the inspector?"

"Wait for the inspector," I said, looking up from the figures. "Mr. Higgins is coming at eleven. If he smells gas before he checks the regulator, he’ll make us wait another week for the certificate."

Warren pulled his head out, his face smudged with iron dust, and grinned. "You're a hard woman, Mrs. Callahan."

"I am an accurate woman, Mr. Callahan. There is a distinction."

The front bell chimed—a clear, brass note that sounded above the hum of the cooling fans.

It was not a customer.

A young woman stood by the display case, holding a small canvas tote bag and looking at the trays of almond croissants as if they were made of blown glass. She was twenty-four, perhaps twenty-five, with short, dark hair cut with kitchen shears and a faint, purplish shadow under her left cheekbone that no amount of drugstore powder could completely hide.

Behind her stood a little girl of three, wearing a clean, slightly faded yellow sundress and clutching a plastic horse with a missing ear.

"Can I help you?" I asked, rising from the zinc table and wiping my hands on my white apron.

The girl took a half-step back, her fingers tightening on the straps of the tote bag. "Are you... are you Mrs. Callahan?"

"I am Elaine," I said.

"Mrs. Mercer from the shelter sent me," she said. Her voice was very small, the dry, hesitant whisper of someone who has spent several months calculating the cost of every breath. "She said... she said you had a room on North Elm Street. She said the third-floor apartment was ready for a tenant with a child."

I looked at the little girl.

The child was staring at the second shelf of the pastry case, where three strawberry tarts sat under a glass bell, their glaze catching the morning sun like rubies.

"What's her name?" I asked.

"Lilly," the mother said. "I’m Clara. Clara Miller."

"Have you had breakfast, Clara?"

"We had some toast at the church," she said, but her stomach betrayed her with a low, sharp growl that made her face go bright red.

I walked around the counter, picked up a clean paper plate, and used the pastry tongs to lift two of the strawberry tarts and a warm butter croissant from the case. I set them on the small table by the window, pulled out two chairs, and looked at Clara.

"Sit down," I said.

"Mrs. Callahan, I don't have the rent money yet," Clara whispered, her eyes filling with that sudden, hot terror that only women who have fled with three shirts in a bag understand. "The welfare office said the check won't clear until the fifteenth. I can work. I used to do the books for an auto parts yard in Rincon before... before I left."

"I don't want your rent money today, Clara," I said. "The rent is eight dollars a month, due on the thirtieth. If you don't have eight dollars, you can sweep the front sidewalk twice a week before the bakery opens."

She stared at me. Her mouth opened, then closed, her chin trembling with that hard, silent struggle against tears that breaks your heart more than any scream.

"The third-floor apartment has two bedrooms," I said, pulling a set of brass keys from my apron pocket. "The furniture is already there. It was my grandmother's. It's old, and the drawers on the dresser stick if it rains, but the lock on the front door was installed by my husband yesterday afternoon. It has a one-inch steel deadbolt, and there are only three keys in existence: one for you, one for the shelter director, and one on this ring."

I laid the keys beside the plate of tarts.

"No one comes through that door unless you invite them," I said. "Not a brother. Not a husband. Not a mother. Do you understand me?"

Clara looked at the keys. She reached out with one thin, work-roughened finger and touched the brass ring as if it might burn her.

"I understand," she said.

The little girl, Lilly, looked up from her strawberry tart, her mouth ringed with red glaze and butter crumbs, and offered me a sudden, wide, gap-toothed smile.

"It's sweet," the child said.

"That's because it's made with real butter, sweetheart," I told her, reaching down to wipe a speck of glaze from her chin with the corner of a clean napkin. "We don't use shortening in this shop. Life is too short for cheap grease."

Warren came through the swinging doors from the kitchen, his tools in his hand. He saw the girl, saw the plate, saw the keys on the table, and stopped.

He didn't ask Clara who she was.

He reached into his pocket, pulled out a small brass token stamped with the insignia of his shop—the ones he gave to customers for free air and tire checks—and flipped it gently onto the table next to the child's plate.

"If the bicycle has a flat tire, little lady," Warren said, his voice deep and gravelly from the iron dust, "you bring it down to West Boundary. We don't charge for patches."

The little girl picked up the brass token, clutched it in her small, sticky fist, and looked at her mother as if she had just been handed a gold sovereign.

I looked at Warren.

His face was dirty, his shirt was wet through between the shoulder blades, and he had an eight-inch crescent of black grease across his left collarbone. He looked like thirty-five years of labor, five years of patience, and the only man in Chatham County who had never asked me to be smaller than I was.

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"Go wash your face, Callahan," I said. "The inspector will think I'm running a foundry."

"Yes, boss," he said, touching the brim of an imaginary cap before ducking back through the kitchen doors.

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